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by Firyal Salsabila 20.39 0 comments

 

As I grew older,

I didn't feel deep

I didn't feel

anything

When I was 16, I felt the sadness, I cried over a breakup song, I cried over a rom-com movies, and I cried over a cheesy teen lit novels. I laughed at a bad joke, I shivered over a disappointment in the melody of a really good song. 

I felt everything...

I sang from my heart...

I wrote everything...

23 made me anxious. I was heartless, I felt nothing, I just worried. I worried about the future too much. I worried about uncertainty. I didn't feel anything.

I still don't feel anything